the flavored coffeee guy

First the situation is important, because that's the most puzzling
part. Let's say, you were 40 years old, you'd been single most of your
life, and you never married or had kids. Even though the search has
been grueling, you still press on, and the best are always taken. You
don't really like to drink at all, but do for no other reason except,
to be around women at the bar. So, real life has you passing through
crowds of beautiful women, and one day you take notice of a woman, and
something actually happens. But, that's the strange part. It wasn't a
date, or a kiss. Hell, we've never even met.

So, what happens isn't even really possible. Unless, you're religious
and believe that kind of thing could actually happen. In that sense I
really do, but not in direct association with just one apparently
normal person. The first event took place when I started seeing myself
attracted too her. I was suffering from a slipped disk, and at times
both of my arms were in absolute pain. It jogged between hitting my
funny bone, through to as much pain as would have you think that maybe
it's broken, or maybe it's on fire, or maybe that's most painful cramp
I've experienced. Any normal guy is going to have romantic feelings
from time to time, and right when that thought crossed my mind like a
fleeting deer across a street. The pain went, and has been gone ever
since. I thought, no way, and it can't ever happen just because some
woman looks good, er' some damn thing. She's married, and not
desperate, or single. The Devil doesn't want you to live, and if
there's another way you could suffer, he'll administer it.

I tell myself, it ain't happening, and it didn't. Then I went out and
got drunk, and the next morning, I had the worst hangover. I thought
about the pain caused by the slipped disk, and said to myself, "Okay,
something romantic, and passionate about her." and that worked.

A few weeks later, I was digging through the refrigerator, and ate
something. I was sweaty, felt feverish, nausea, and a little wobbly.
Went and laid down to be sick. Either it was the flu, or the
leftovers. I just happened to see her, and thought about what happened
the last two times. I kept telling myself, that this cannot be
happening. I don't even think that this person is even aware of the
fact that some specific mode of thought, or train of thought, is making
some kind of difference to or for me. So, I laid there thinking, well
that's just not right, because what ever it is, it's obviously her's
and even if she's not aware of it, it works. I kinda thought, well I
hope she can read my mind. Then I figured she'd rather not see me
sick. So, I tried thinking a more like boyfriend again, and it worked.

I caught a cold, and refused to allow myself to think that way. I
wound up sick and coughing for nearly 2 weeks. But, I didn't think
like that about a married woman, and I didn't get any better.

Now, a few weeks later, I was stung by wasp, and right when that thing
got me, she was the first thought on my mind. I wondered how clearly
defined is that line. Between thinking that way about her, and just
knowing I could. So, I my hand really hurt. I could have just kissed
her for the potential. No swelling, the sting died down in moments. I
don't understand. I just wish I didn't have to think that way to get
what I needed, and at the same time, she's not a doctor. I mean that
literally, I was healed. The only time I really allow myself to think
of her, is when I'm in pain because, she's married. At the same time,
I really don't want to, and might just suffer. If I told her the
truth, she wouldn't believe it anyway.

So, what would do, if that really happened to you?

baba

A chemical reaction got your hormones going and your body released
endorphins which
helped you get rid of the pain.
Because you're lonely (and horny) you're mistaking chemistry (and lust) for
love.
Everytime you think about her you release some more.
Everytime you need to you think about her.
If you stop to feel guilty you make yourself sick.

Love heals! Try feeling love for EVERYBODY
and stop looking for your mate (especially in bars for chrissake)

She'll (the right woman) will come along when you least expect
and when you're not looking, probably when you're busy doing something
completely unrelated to looking for a mate.

Let God do His thing, what He brings together...

baba

mr. sinister

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------------------------------------Mr. Sinister
"No one should take them selves so seriously...
...I never want to act my age."
-Blink, What's My Age Again?-
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baba

You're pushing the Bill of Rights and the ACLU but you object to a little
crossposting as you top post to boot?

Get serious!

steve dufour

That sounds like good advice to me.

the flavored coffeee guy

Well, I never mentioined where I saw her. No, a slipped disk is a
slipped disk and pinched nerve is a pinched nerve. I went to a
chiropractor for it several times, and after he'd set it, it would slip
right back into extreem pain. I'd been paying for weekly appointments.
Sick, isn't a guilt issue. I know guilt, and I'm no child.

Frankly, today I would say, "God, is a complete jackass." You're an
idiot, and believe that it's all psychosomatic. It's not, when the
sting of a wasp is absolute.

Why, because it's just another senario where no-one will believe it no
matter how true it is. It's really fucked up because, it gives me a
reason to think of some-one that I have no real plans for, and
obviously doesn't have any plans for me. We've have never spoken, and
never had any introductions. In fact, there's no place or time for
that. Believe me, I've been single for all but 6 years of my adult
life, and I'm 40, not 16.

Bottom line, it all goes straight into fuck it land. Where, God, has
done as much before. But, any normal person would just never believe
it. I never make a production of those things, because I got slammed
the first time, then the second, and the third. The first time, the
church, the second this person or that on the third. Details, are not
even important beyond, what God, did, no one would believe, and that
was where all bullshit came from.

I asked God, to create the piano man. Because, if some-one just
suddenly appeared out of no-where, speaking two languages fluently
would have them deported. Government agencies are still working to
figure out where that guy came from. If he could talk, and was
perfectly honest, he's maybe 7 years old now. That's nothing compared
to what I've seen. I've been in a strip club, and every single woman
had a face I picked out well before I had even walked in the door. I
quit trying to find anyone to believe any of it, and my life is now so
far from normal, that without a few of those people around me, I can't
feel comfortable that God, is anywhere around. Even at the bar,
there's at least 2 or 3 women and it's always that way. I don't even
talk to them. Therefore, there is no instant fix, and society, even
Christianity, is a form of contamination. I've known that for a long
time. They are all tantied. There is only one good true verse in the
whole book. Proverbs 22:6. After that, Jesus Christ is lying to you
to claim to be there to save the world, or you'd be listening to a
tutorial on how to raise your kids, and that's what the real God, has
made point of. I don't have kids, and I'm not in the PTA. I'm all for
solutions that work, but I am not into shear vanity. If I had kids, it
would be my responsibility to do those things right, and try to teach
others the same thing to be sure that my kids had real friends, and
weren't picked on or made fun of. Home Schooling, will destroy the
potential of peace, because a child raised without any perspective on
how many people they can trust and by how much, is one that is paranoid
to function in a dense society.

the flavored coffeee guy

Other than that, most often God, refuses to respond to most requests
for a spouse, and it's because of the simple fact that when God,
creates a human being, God, creates a free will.

So, what typically happens is an individual will over react, and at the
point that they aren't themselves say, through the ages of 17-23, would
get together. But, the relationship will not work. Whom ever had
asked, if they are fully aware, less than 1% survive because they
typically commit suicide shortly after that person leaves.

barry ogrady

You seem insane.

Barry
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mr. sinister

And now, another installment of "Insane People Arguing".
Brought to you be "Too Much Free Time On Your Hands" the makers of
Masturbation.

--
------------------------------------Mr. Sinister
"No one should take them selves so seriously...
...I never want to act my age."
-Blink, What's My Age Again?-
-----------------------------------------------
http://www.law.cornell.edu/constitut...lofrights.html
It's the first Ten Amendments
http://www.aclu.org/
It's the American Civil Liberties Union Free Speech page

mr. sinister

Yea, I voiced my opinion about cross posting. Is it that hard to figure that
out?

Get serious? Never.

Did you read the quote? Because you read what was below it.

Curious you are with your selective reading and misunderstanding of simple
concepts.

--
------------------------------------Mr. Sinister
"No one should take them selves so seriously...
...I never want to act my age."
-Blink, What's My Age Again?-
-----------------------------------------------
http://www.law.cornell.edu/constitut...lofrights.html
It's the first Ten Amendments
http://www.aclu.org/
It's the American Civil Liberties Union Free Speech page