'The' cancer cell, Alex got me thinking...
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Well, um, no excuses although there may have been a little bit of denial. With
my past memories of my childhood--with my mom's relatives droppling like flies
from cancer--particularly breast cancer--I didn't want to be paranoid or
reminded of it. I did all--well not all--but most of the 'right' things. I
had regularm mammograms and self-checks. Unlike my mom, I nursed my
children--and unlike my mom and what I had read about possible breast cancer
protection, I had a 3rd child and nursed all of them together for a total of 52
mos)--each exclusively for 6 mos, then the oldest to 18 mos., my middle one
until 13 mos., and my youngest until she was 21 mos. Unlike my mom I did not
smoke. Unlike my mom I didn't stay home and watch the 'soaps.' Unlike my mom
I did not take HRT. Unlike my mom, when I noticed something suspicious I did
not wait to get it evaluated. So, I thought by doing that doing the regular,
recommended eval's I would beat it. I also had genetic testing--but tested
negative for the 'known' genes. With the way things have gone for me, our
family probably has their own unique gene ;-) Seriously, when I heard
'cancer' I turned the other way--it was the last thing I wanted to 'know
about.' I didn't want to be paranoid about it.
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