creativepain

I crashed yesterday into a medium depression. I am now sinking, sinking,
sinking, into a deep depression.

I have a suspicion that the trigger is that I have to go to an appointment
in Cambridge today. Its not going to be a particularly nice appointment
(female-related stuff never is). Its follow up from the 'incident' in
Cambridge all of a month ago.

And facing it, and going back to Addenbrookes (I had my forensic exam there)
scares the crap out of me. It also drives home the significance of all the
problems I have had with someone since then. Its really made the hurt of
that situation hit home strongly.

I have a horrible feeling this depression will be deep. I didn't even get
enjoyment out of something yesterday that normally makes me feel much
better. It was more of a chore. I did it, but thats all that can be said.

I don't need this now. I have a friend and her bloke up this weekend. I
have college courses starting in the next couple of weeks.

Talk about crap timing.

Damn.

Ali

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Ignore me and I may not f****ve you. Encourage me and I will not forget
you." -William Arthur Ward-


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In uk.people.support.depression on Friday 05 Sep 2003 7:46 am, CreativePain


How did it go? I can understand how difficult it must be, even without
Depression as well.

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wingedmonkeybat

Sigh,sorry to hear that.I hope youre ok and everything works out!.

creativepain

It wasn't too bad. I survived.

Feel awful now though.

Ali

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