andy kimbrey

This is a poem describing what's happening to me.


Crawling through my skin
Like insects of life
I feel my blood flow
Like a living c****
This is so real

Blood is pumping
I feel in my hands
The beat of my life
They shiver with blood
And this is so real

The pain sears
It shoots through my brain
I feel the synapses crackling
They fire and fire back
And this is so real

My hand thumps
I feel the blood pound
I see my wrist pulsate
The blood is flowing
And this is so real

I can feel my heart
Beating out of my chest
So hard and fast and fierce
Like it is trying to escape
And this is so real

And now I look inside
Turn my eyes inward
To see my own brain, my mind
I can see it all
And this is so real

I walk inside my mind
And I take a look all over
The walls are caving in
The fractures and fissures are forming
And this is so real

My breath begins to shake
My heart is beating faster
My spine crackles with synaptic sparks
My hand pulses with my life force
And this is so real

I focus on what is real
But I can't see beyond the walls
Trying to see through the mist
But there is nothing outside
And this is so real

Someone is trying to kill me
I feel them in my mind
Right in the back of my brain
They are telling me what to do
And this is so real

And now as I walk through the mists
The fog that surrounds my mind
As my mind seeks for the truth
And as I look I realise

I don't know what is real

jamie

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i feel that way too