22nd June 04:33
Guess I gotta call
I'm thinking of asking for it if the pdoc thinks it'll work. I take
Wellbutrin now and until now it has been a very effective AD. I've
breakthrough episodes for as long as I've been on meds, so over 1 year with
an AD is pretty good for me. I need something to get this thought disorder
in check. I'm afraid to go into the studio because last night in the wee
hours I pictured me stringing ropes from the rafters. Something is
definately wrong here. I do feel somewhat better since I called her.
That's common in therapy. It's sorta like the washing machine that starts
working the minute the repair person arrives.
The consoaltion is, I've been worse. You shoulda seen me when booze was
added to the equation. Then I'd get really, really ****ed up.
Hmm...I wonder what diagnosis they'll give me this time?
Anyone wanna make a guess?