dolphins16

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Yep, feeling like you we " out of control " is exactly like we feel when
someone we love dies.
I Know that's part of the shock. Realising that anyone can die at any time
scared the hell out of me for some time. I tried that "Staying busy"
routine made me feel productive and it was a great distraction, but nothing
can take the place of grief. Grief is such a painful process.

I read somewhere, I am proud when I can say his name without a tremmor. I am
also horrified when I can say his name without a tremor" That is where I am
right now.
After two years I still grieve my son. I always will, but there is so much
to do in his name so I carry on for him and for my other three children. On
days when I can't function, I just don't. I cry and I tell God off.
JVM
Hold on

edwin clark

Yes... I'm at the same place myself.

Edwin