Gosh, Jan, I'm so sorry this took so long for me to answer. For some
reason, in my news reader, it wasn't showing this as a new message, so I
didn't get it until now, while skimming through old stuff. I do apologize,
and I do appreciate you answering me.
Anyway, to answer some of your questions....
Yes, my doctor always runs T3s and T4, and Free t3's and 4's, etc. I didn't
even have to ask, so that's a good thing. However....he only goes by T3 and
T4 most of the time. He ignores my TSH. When my T3 and T4 levels are
within range, he refers to me as euthyroid, even if my TSH is still <0.01
and I still feel like crap. I know that most people would be ok with this,
but I'm not. My TSH has went up only twice during my treatment, when it
reached 1.5 and I felt perfect....and then later when it went hypo at around
5 point something (I have labwork copies, but would have to dig them out to
be sure of the numbers) When my TSH was at 1.5 everything was wonderful, I
felt like a new person. T3 and T4 were in range, couldnt have asked for a
better scenario. However, he lowered my meds because based on my weight
gain alone, he thought I was going hypo. In my opinion, I needed the weight
back that I had lost while hyper, so I didn't mind it. After he dropped my
meds in half, my TSH went back down, and has never been anything other than
<0.01 since then. People keep saying....well, ignore that, and try and get
your T3 and T4 back to the range that it was when your TSH was 1.5 and you
felt good, and you should feel fine because you don't feel symptoms from
TSH. Well, I have been there at least twice, almost exactly, and still felt
horrible. I do believe I still have symptoms from my TSH. After this
happened my doctor was suddenly onto the "you have graves disease, so your
TSH has to be suppressed" Well, then why wasn't this so when it got up
to 1.5? LOL Doesn't make sense to change the story half way through
treatment just cause you don't have an explanation, ya know?
I am clueless as to what to do now.
I started treatment about a week before my wedding three years ago, and have
been having a rough time practically the entire time. I would like to feel
at least half way decent so that I can enjoy my husband and he can enjoy
me - bless his heart, he has been so patient through all the rage, crying,
emotional wreck episodes, and through the not feeling good and not getting
out of bed periods, and even through the cranky get away from my periods
LOL. Gotta love him

I would just like to be able to give him the good
side of me lol
Diana (sorry for the long-windedness)
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