allofus@canada.com

Hi to all at asd. I've been absent for about a week, maybe a little
more. The oldest grandboy was visiting and I had such a great time
with him around. Yesterday I decided to call the t in a city near me.
this t is one recommended to me by the specialist guy who had left him
messages trying to find me a new t. Was that clear?! ;o) The SG is on
holiday and I decided to try for myself. Yeah. Me. All by myself. I
called once, listened to his message that he isn't taking any new
patients and hung up. Later I tried again and left a very
adult-sounding message for him, asking for his help explaining the
situation. It sounded adult-sounding to me, at any rate. Stop laughing
all of you. I CAN sound adult sometimes. <G> Anyway, this guy called
back! First miracle. He gave me a couple of names and then proceeded
to invite me to start seeing him. Second miracle. He works a lot with
DIDers. Third miracle. He will call with cancellation times until he
gets a regular time slot for me, which he thinks will be in a month or
two. Could I ask for more? Not me. I really liked him over the phone.
a good sign. He has a lovely scottish accent, and a calm manner. good
sense of humour, too! And has been described to me by the SG as having
a good heart. Doesn't that sound wonderful? He spent fif**** or so
minutes chatting. Another good sign. Not just here are two names,
goodbye. It will be hard going to see him in that his office is in the
building where the two times former really bad t saw me. T'will be
hard to go back there. But he does understand that it will be hard for
me just to start with someone new, and to work on what has happened.
So he does understand, and that makes me hope some that this will work
out. And if I'm freaked by the building that he will take some time to
work on that with me. Funny thing is that I'm excited! I will be glad
to have an anchoring person again, even if it will be weird and hard
for a while. I keep telling the self that this also means that we will
have to begin the awful work again, and that is scary. And there is
the work regarding the d*ath of my t to do. Another scary thing. But
maybe this will work out and we will soon have a t again. Hope for me,
could you all? I need some. jane who is still walking along and
breathing

soft

Hello jane,

Good luck on this new T. Breathe lots when you go, long
deep breaths so you won't get dizzy or hyperventilate. And
fwiw, I've always thought you were and sounded like an
adult. :O)

SofT

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me,

ravensong397@aol.com

this sounds wonderful, jane. i'm so glad to hear that you're moving forward...

diane of Ravensong


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In black, there are all colors,
Where darkness, always the light,
Iridescent the raven's wing in sunlight.

-- Brooke Medicine Eagle

allofus@canada.com

I went. It went. More in separate post to all. Can't write it seven
times today. Got the nephew arriving, letting us know this morning
he's staying over, and bringing five kids and wife. Arghh. Wish he'd
given us some warning. BUt we're ready. Booked them into a motel just
a skip away. If our second bathroom were not under renovations, they
could stay here. crowded in this little house, but possible. I see the
new t again tomorrow, though, and want to sleep tonight. jane who
appreciates your encouragement

allofus@canada.com

Thanks trilly one. This is likely to be a positive step. Am writing to
everyone under new heading. thanks for your carings. jane