Im sorry if this is insincere but what is the fun i being normal!!! I
rather like that I have to touch a metal doorknob 3 times before opening
it. Hehehe makes me a little different. But seriously, hang in there
dear.. we all understand your frustration and anger. The only suggestion
I have is turn all that energy towards something contructive.. that way
you will at least have something to show for it

Chin up my dear!
Isla