12th July 06:49
on calling t (stress)
my newt says sie looks forward to seeing me and talking with me. sie
also says sie will be very caareful not to hurt me and that sie will _never_
abandon nor desert me...
but, having heard that b4....
just getting in door on time is rough, i think, for me anyway.
and that is all i am not "too" afraid to say, although, I _am_ afraid_
to say this, but i'm going to risk it.
and now, at long last, i am starting to feel sleepy. also, the pain meds
finally seem to be doing something. so, to bed i go, wondering if I'm back
to that place where I can't sleep in the dark. i thought i had that licked,
but now with sickness and the stress of all of that wrecking havoc in my
brain, it makes sense that I'd regress.
anyway, my newt says that there is something endearing about me. I think
that there is something endearing about you. more than one something. you
are endearing. gotta be. for you i give up my little protection of the no
archives thing. but, may i suggest that you try that newsreader that astri
uses? i think that it is free