dave

I never said it was ok to hit a kid ...
And Im still saying you shouldnt hit your parents.

Just get yourself out of this, Im sure you can do it without hitting anyone


"Jamal Chapultapec" <you@email.com> a écrit dans le message de news:
Xns93B3BA47F471Cyouemailcom@68.1.17.6...

indigo moon man

Hitting your parents isn't taking control of anything. It's more along the
lines of losing control. And maybe it's not the rest of the world that is
the problem. Maybe you need to look at what your definition of support is
rather than complaining about a lack of it in here. You post some pretty
inflammatory and triggering things in here so naturally you are going to
get some negative reactions to it. Take a good close look at the man in
the mirror.


--
Subtract 250 to email me.
Free Bible Software:
http://www.theophilos.sk

%

hey , i understood , i even asked if i could take a shot at her too

dakitty

maybe it's your constant snippy negative attitude that makes it very hard on
people to feel sympathy for you.
And when they see you be nasty to your parents, they remember how disgusted
they feel with you when you're nasty in here, rather than remembering that
there was anything mean (allegedly) done to you.

jamal chapultapec

But what would be the fun of that?
I saw the look on my mom's face. This bitch had assured me that if I
ever laid a hand on her, she'd call the cops, but when it actually
happened, she was powerless. Now I understand why my father would
occasionally assure me that he "can't wait" for the next chance to hit me.

jamal chapultapec

No. Violence is used to control. It's how my parents controlled me.


And when I don't post "pretty inflammatory and triggering things" I still get negative reactions.

I look good.

%

show me

indigo moon man

You seem to have some pretty deep issues not the least of which is that you
are vewry likely a danger to those around you in real life. While this
group may be a harmless way to vent off some of the anger and hatred you
have, I think that with it you also need competent professional help and
you need it desperately. My suggestion would be that you seek professional
help immediately before you do something in real life that you will regret.

--
Subtract 250 to email me.
Free Bible Software:
http://www.theophilos.sk

random user

Having never been abused by my parents, I cannot honestly say I understand
your situation. However, the fact that you are here suggests you're aware
of a problem in yourself. That's good. This is my first day on this
list, and your messages caught my attention quickly.

I came to realize the depth and veracity of my depression last night. I
figure I've been this way at least since I was 10 (I'm 34 now). From your
messages, it seems you're an adolescent in a real bad situation. I feel
for you. I had a much less violent adolescence, but I had then, and
increasingly have now, a sense of dispair.

I felt - feel - trapped in a world without joy. Everybody is out to get
me. I alternately feel intense rage and total dejection. I can't
concentrate well, and I'm beginning to feel the onset of age, already. I
sometimes find in me a nearly uncontrollable urge to beat the shit out of
my "victimizer of the day". My problem, however, manifests more in a
sense of being inadequate in nearly everything, so I'm more sad and
dejected, rather than enraged and insensed.

You (and I) do need counselling. Do you really want to become your
parents? That's what happens more often than not. Go lookup the
statistics on violence and abuse. Are you prepared to do to your children
what is being done to you? Hmm? Counselling is proven to help. Again,
I've not had any myself, so I'm merely espousing book knowledge. I'm
beginning my search for a counsellor sometime this week, I hope. If I can
manage to defeat my apathy, that is.

Good luck.

jamal chapultapec

If "those around you" = my parents, then yeah, sure. Otherwise, the
population at large is pretty safe.

*SigH*
C'mon, why don't you just admit it: you don't even think I'm human. S'okay.
Teilhard has told me he doesn't consider me human on numerous occasions,
and I'm sure all yer' buddies think so, too.


Nah, I won't regret anything.