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18th April 06:14
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Dear Michael,
I'm sure you are very busy but thank you so much for your reply. I have always known in my heart and soul and mind that I didn't know the REAL Truth about Jesus Christ. I know He said seek and you shall find. I was raised catholic, forced to attend mass every Sat. or Sunday, my dad was a deacon until my mom passed away and then he remarried so he couldn't be one anymore, but guess what, after all that since I was a baby, he had his wife to be move in with us before they were legally married. My sister could have just strangled him, not literally, but she is married to a Presbyterian minister who is now the senior pastor at a big church down in Florida. My brother calls himself a full-gospel Christian, takes everything in the bible literally. Michael...THANK YOU SO MUCH for your site. I have been searching and searching and searching my whole life and what you say is sooooooooooooooooooo TRUE! I have a love unexplainable for Jesus Christ and want to be like Him so much. I have never ever ever found the answers in ANY physical building called a church!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Especially the catholic church and I know that hurts my dad very much because I'm the baby of three kids and his last hope that one of us would remain catholic. I can't be in a church that calls the virgin Mary the mother of God, I respect her, but she is not an intercessor!!!!!! Every other kind of denomination I have tried, which is allot, I have found nothing but hypocrites!!!!!! I just want to bawl right now because my whole life I wanted to live for God, Christ, but have been so confused from everything shoved at me by the different beliefs of my family and have always been terrified I am going to hell because I can't follow any of these beliefs so I ended up going down the drain into alcohol and drugs but I still have such a love for Christ and am searching for Him!!!!!!! I have been sober for 14 1/2 months now, I am a miracle through Christ who gave me the strength to really really quit finally, my obsession is gone, my urge is gone, I don't miss it a bit and I am a miracle to be alive, I was dying from that poison, literally, no doctor told me that, I could feel it in my physical body and I already knew I was spiritually dead. My love and compassion is coming back finally, the kind I had as a kid yet there is a wall because, as with everyone in the world, there are allot of very very hurtful things in my past. I came across your site because for some reason I was looking for something using Google having to do with car stuff to see if I could possibly change my own oil in my car! Thank you, thank you, thank you that someone else out there really knows what Christ meant, I have read the bible, not all of it, parts of it, but something just isn't right and that main thing, that the kingdom is inside of us, has always been the thing that has stuck out the most to me and my struggle with these places called churches that just haven't shown me what I know I have finally figured out because of your site! I am not alone in this now and it feels so good and hope to really learn more because I don't want resentments and regrets to rule my life because they only turn into anger. I want to love people! I have learned so much in my 35 years but know there is so much more out there to learn and I can't wait! Kim nobody@thelastchurch.org http://www.thelastchurch.org http://www.cafepress.com/the_last_church alt.religion.the-last-church Http://www.thelastchurch.org/tanzania.html |
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